Saturday, September 05, 2009

The thing to concentrate on

About this time of night, after I tuck her in, and I have my hour of Bear time, I can't help but get weepy and reflective.
I just tucked him in and prayed with him and turned on his nightlights and picked out his books. I handed him a flashlight so he could read in bed, and I stood at his door and watched him for a couple minutes. And then I went in and watched her sleep in her funny little positions for a little bit.
No matter how crappy things are right now, I am so lucky to have them. To be able to tuck them in at night. To be able to play with them and teach them throughout the day. No matter how much things suck in other parts of my life, I am still the luckiest person in the world because I am their mommy. And that is all that matters.

2 comments:

MamaGeph said...

Another cool part: you are their only mommy, forever. You are the one who gets that very vital role, and no one else. It's like getting the biggest slice of cake.

It does make up for a lot of crappy other.

Lawanda said...

Awwwwwwwwwwww :) That is so sweet.